The Grim Reaper and POP's
The Grim Reaper was on the prowl. By Grim Reaper in
this case, I am referring to a personal pet name given to one of several cab
companies (a.k.a., Gemah Repah) in Bng, sia. At the completion of a course, which
helps to further coach others, I looked forward to a quiet evening at a nearby
restaurant.
Admittedly,
a low-grade level of dread grew at the precise moment as I needed to hail the
services of said taxi company. Past experiences with cabs in this city had been
less than pleasant. The ensuing conversation with the desired cab drivers followed.
“Good
evening sir, I would like to be taken to
my
hotel at _____ address. I desire to
only
use the meter price,” I ventured.
Their
responses followed. “That is impossible.
We will ask the following
price
and nothing less,” they asserted.
I
did definitely not like this instant recollection of life experience among the
disposition of the general population of Sese.
At
that very moment the two roads of choice lay clearly before me. A few words
scrolled past my frustrated mind in the first road, thankfully not taken. The
second road meant I would pound the pavement in hopes of acquiring another ride.
The
high road perhaps for some might include the choice to smile and just say no
thank you and then reoffer yourself as their compliant, though milked for
resources, passenger.
As
I considered the options, the traffic, the lack of evenly paved sidewalks, and
the lateness of the evening; the best option seemed to be to walk until I could
arrive at another spot where taxis gathered. The public buses were brim full with
evening passengers as they scurried to make quick escape from the wetness of
the nighttime precipitation.
The
hunt for another taxi began on an agitated note in my heart as I walked in the
general direction of my hotel. Rain began to descend as my tired condition
increased. The Spirit prompted me to give this slight agitated state of my countenance
to Him. As I walked a struggle in my spirit grew. At this moment the power of
worship took over.
To
choose to sing songs of worship and praise was the transformational key, which
unlocked the door to God’s heart for me on this evening. As I praised, I
remembered. As I remembered I grew in gratefulness. Gratefulness took over the
momentary and light grumblings and inclination to whine (self pity) as I
recalled the 21 years prior when Bng and all of its congestion was home to
our family.
If
we confess our sins He is faithful and just to forgive us of our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness for His namesake. I John 1:9, Ephesian 5:18
In
these many years since our family’s move to another area of this archipelago to
focus on 3 other Muslim unreached people groups, we have always known the Lord to
be faithful. Memories of God’s faithfulness flooded my mind on this monsoon
impacted evening; tears of struggle in a new culture, longings to be with
family and friends in our home culture, yearnings to gain the language in the
midst of the beginning years, adjustments in bringing our precious two small children
to this place.
As
I continued in the mist of the descending rainfall on a wobbly path of
displaced paving block, I sang. Songs of worship lifted my heart that evening
and gave clarity to receive what Kingdom realities the Spirit wanted to lead me
to in the next few moments. Confession of stanky attitudes and self-pity were
dialogued with my ABBA. Then, to ask to be cleansed and filled with the power
of the Holy Spirit brought about the needed transformation in my heart.
After
a brief walk I arrived at one of those spots where other cab companies awaited
passengers. Amazingly, I found a willing and helpful driver. My mind was
cleared, my heart was renewed, and I was an available vessel for the Master.
The
short journey to my hotel began with a desire to share of the goodness of Allah
(shemah statements) meant to engage the Sese Muslim driver related to his
family. To which he immediately described the painful departure of his wife from
their family in favor of another man. I felt led to share with him how much his
leadership and care for his sons in the midst of suffering was that which
reminded me of God’s heart.
After
desiring to express compassion for this man, I then explained that the issue
for all of mankind is that we are sinful and hurt God and one another. In 3
minutes time, I then related God’s desire to have relationship with man and yet
because of man’s sin, we are separated from God and therefore cannot know God
for who He truly is.
As
is the pattern in seeking after Persons of Peace as delineated in Luke 10 in
the process of trusting God for launching Church Planting Movements, I invited
this man to study the stories with his family from the Taurat, Zabur, and Injil
(Muslim understanding of what is considered to them as Old Testament and New
Testament Scriptures). Though I offered to connect him up with Sese
followers of Isa Al Masih and to discover Allah’s heart and plan for his life,
the man declined.
To
a hurting Muslim man, the non-obvious choice of transport to a foreign woman,
and to the heart of mankind God speaks. He arranges the affairs of man to lead
those who follow Him into the moment-by-moment delight of Him. And out of the
overflow of that intimacy we speak, we live, we demonstrate, and we proclaim
His glorious ways.
The
driver didn’t trust Christ that night but He did understand, by the power of
the Holy Spirit, that God could be known only through Christ.
This
journey began with a desire to simply secure transport back to my hotel in
order bed down for the night. What was to be the true journey was a reminder
that it is not about the “taxi” ride, it is about the process of the journey as
we yield or not to His bidding. And no matter the inconvenience, and no matter
the perceived miscues of our own well-laid plans, God is worthy of being Lord
over all.
The
Gemah Repah taxi service had not their way on this night. Rather, a God who
desires my heart to be walking in a manner worthy, moment by moment empowered
by the Holy Spirit, captured my prone to wander affections once again.
RA
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